tis been a while...

all i can do is keep breathing.  --beautiful lyrical expression by ingrid michaelson

as i feel my heart beating, all i can do is keep breathing.  it's a sunny, beautiful day here in eureka, montana.  i got in late last night and i have to wake up at 3am to catch my flight back to seattle.  there was snow outside my window and i treated myself to a pancake that was served to me with WARM maple syrup.  sweetness.  :)  and now, i'm sitting at the windowside of a coffee shop in a town that has less than 5,000 inhabitants waiting for my next performance.  life is pretty good right now.  i feel calm, relaxed, and happy that i'm breathing. 

As You Like It by Mr. Shakespeare

Only two more weekends left of my show!  As You Like It will be performed on the Fremont Troll this and next saturday at 1pm and 3pm and also this and next sunday at 1pm.  Bring a friend and your ears.  ;)  It might be my last show in Seattle this year....

come see me perform...

please come see me in my show!!! and drop a comment to let me know if you're coming!  :)

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*sigh*  yes tv has the magic of glorifying things and perhaps at times make our lives seem dull...and yes i do remember that i'm living in reality and what i watch on tv is fantasy.  i'm talking about a way a man or a woman acts when they're looking at someone they're in love with...or even the way you can tell s/he can't stop thinking about that person or even stop looking at that person in a certain way.  there's something in their eyes. or when there's the dramatic passionate kiss that comes out of nowhere, where it's pounced onto a person unexpectedly.  now my reasoning is, if actors can act that passionate, why can't it be in real life?  people make choices in their life to behave in a certain way...so why not spice things up a little and actually be that passionate, romantic, not afraid to show what's bottling up inside of you...out?  and not in any way am i suggesting we should be this way with any kind of person that we're attracted to...but to have that with the love of your life.  so if you got it, do not let things be dry.  and i know mine's out there....but i seem to be bored with the selection.  why?  i just don't seem to be impressed.  i'm not saying i want drama....but i want passion.  i want confidence.  boldness. courage. character. strength. an awkward hot dorkiness. gentle but rough on the edges. smooth. sexy. a voice that gives me shivers. a dreamer. alive. a communicator. fantasmical. (don't ask me what this word is...but whatever it is...whoever he is has it and probably would have a silly grin after reading this silly sidenote comment of mine). whimsical. witty. intellectual but wildly silly. a kind soul. sensitive to the holy spirit. knows how to make me smile.  makes me feel like a woman. kisses me on my nose...my eyelids...and gently touches my face. sees the funny things about my quirky personality when no one else does. wants to hear my voice.  will whisper in my ear. wants to hold my hand. to deeply embrace me and bury his face on the top of my head. appreciates art. loves sports. will take me to sports games even though i don't understand all the rules but knows i want the team to win. doesn't ever realize how hot he is...did i mention left handed?  and for the feeling inside...the kind that goes beyond whatever i'm feeling fly in my stomach just thinking about wanting to be in love.  

*sigh*

disclaimer: this is not a want ad.  hahaha.  and i probably went beyond what i intended because i really just wanted to say half of what i said in there to the actual public, but then i started thinking, o i can't leave that out....or i can't leave this out...o if i don't mention this people will think i'm shallow...hahahaha. so take it for what it is cas i can't add any more.  it can go forever.  but whoever he is...if he doesn't love jesus more than he loves me, it just isn't it.

o the day....

when i'll be leaving on a jet plane...